F#
Slipping deeper into myself
F#
Slowly dwindling like my health
  B
I know that one day I will break

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
F#
Left home for a few days' time
F#
Tried hard to fix my mind
    B
But all that I could do was lay awake

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
    D#
And maybe it's the weather
   G#m           B
Or maybe it's my selfish tendencies

[Interlude]
F#

    D#
But something about me right now
     G#m                             Bm
Just doesn't feel like who I used to be

[Interlude]
Bm

[Verse]
       G#m
So I'm sorry to my family
    B
I'm sorry to my friends
    F#
I'm sorry to the people with whom I can't make amends
    G#m
I'm sorry for my past mistakes
    B
I'm sorry for this curse
                   Bm
I'm sorry that I'm never getting better

*stop*
And always getting worse

[Interlude]
F# x2

[Verse]
F#
I feel so goddamn trapped
F#
Stuck here on a sinking raft
    B
And dreaming of the day it de-inflates

[Interlude]
F#

F#
Death feels like an open door
F#
And less now like a metaphor
     B
That I use poetry to reinstate

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
D#
And maybe it's the medicine
   G#m              B              F#
Or maybe it's these stupid fucking songs

[Interlude]
F#
    D#
But something always makes me feel
     G#m             B          F#
Like I've been doing everything wrong

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
    D#
And if this reads like a suicide note
       G#m *                 B *            F#
Then I guess I got some good practice after all

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
G#m
'Cause I said six years ago
     B                            B
That I would rather die than grow and fall

[Interlude]
F#

[Verse]
       G#m
So I'm sorry to my family
    B
I'm sorry to my friends
    F#
I'm sorry to the people
          F#
With whom I can't make amends
    G#m
I'm sorry for my past mistakes
                   Bm
I'm sorry for this curse
    Bm *                         Bm *
I'm sorry that I'm never getting better