Am

Fmaj7                      Am
My legs are too thick and then they're too small
Fmaj7                           C
I'€™m everything I hate and then I'm nothing at all
Fmaj7                  Am
I want him to see me, I want him to stay
Fmaj7                       C
But if he says he wants me I will push him away

Fmaj7                 Am
I skip my dinner, I paint my face
C               G
He picks me up, we stay up late
Fmaj7                 Am
I close the door, I've lost my way
C                   G
So I drown myself in pain

Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am              G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C               G            Fmaj7      Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C               G            Fmaj7        Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C   G           Fmaj7
    I feel so unloved

C G

Fmaj7                 Am
I search for a high, a way to get by
Fmaj7                         C
They'll judge no matter what so I don't really mind
Fmaj7                Am
I'm never enough so I act like I'm tough
Fmaj7               C
But on the inside, I just wanna cry

Fmaj7               Am
I weigh myself, I stuff my face
C               G
I'm half alive, I'm so ashamed
Fmaj7                Am
I kiss him once, I feel nothing
C              G
So I do it all again

Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am              G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C               G            Fmaj7      Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C               G            Fmaj7        Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C   G           Fmaj7
    I feel so unloved

Fmaj7
They judge me like we're not the same
Am               G
At least I know, I'€™m in this game
Fmaj7
We run, we hide, we feel, we cry
C               G            Fmaj7     Am
You can't deny, you feel the pain
C                  G         Fmaj7     Am
Distractions won't take it away

C G

Fmaj7*
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am*             G*
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C               Em            Fmaj7      Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C               G            Fmaj7        Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C   G           Fmaj7
    I feel so unloved