I'm tryna keep my focus
I don't know if you know this
But I've been on my toes
I can't seem to get my head straight
You've been in my headspace
All I want is for myself to escape

But you've been here
And I'm still alone
You can't see that the hurting has grown

And I'm afraid that I might lose a friend
I told myself that I won't let this end but

It's just hard for me
To see you
Hard to breathe
When I'm near you
You take my breath away
I'm holding on to what was, and we've changed

It's just hard for me
To see you
Hard to breathe
When I'm near you
You take my breath away
I'm holding on to what was, and we've changed

Lately I've been hopeless
Letting myself go
All the little things I notice
Keep me in that headspace
Trying to keep a straight face
All I want is for myself to escape

But all the fear
Keeps me at home
And I can't see that I'm not alone, and

I'm afraid that I might lose a friend
I'm terrified that this might have to end, 'cause

It's just hard for me
To see you
Hard to breathe
When I'm near you
You take my breath away
I'm holding on to what was, and we've changed

It's just hard for me
To see you
Hard to breathe
When I'm near you
You take my breath away
I'm holding on to what was, and we've changed