C                       G
Why should I hold on so tight
C                             G
No room to breath my fight or flight
Em                C     Em           C
Caught up in this life, this chaotic ride
D                              Am
It's been devouring, consuming me
                        A             F
The fog won’t clear for me, for me to see
G
When am I allowed to feel
                       C
So that I can learn to heal

[Chorus]
Am             A
Try to calm me down
Am                   F
I feel like I'm drowning
G                     C
Control freak, controlling
                    D
How hard I hit the ground
                    Dm
(How hard I hit the ground)

[Verse]
C                                        G
Protecting myself, I'll reimagine my disguise
C                                                   G
Cover up this dark well, a place I’ve buried all my lies
D                                         Am
There's been some part of me, that can believe
                            A                                   F
Some things will change for me, for me to finally be allowed to hеal
G
So that I can learn to feel
C
Yeah...

[Chorus]
Am             A
Try to calm me down
Am                  F
I feel likе I'm drowning
G                     C
Control freak, controlling
                   D
How hard I hit the ground
             Dm                      Am
I can't calm down it's got a hold of me
G                     C
Control freak, controlling
                      D
How hard I'll hit the ground
F                                A
I'm here, watching the time disappear
                  C
Trying to slow my mind

[Chorus]
Am             A
Try to calm me down
Am                   F
I feel like I'm drowning
G                     C
Control freak, controlling
                   D
How hard I hit the ground
             Dm
I can’t calm down
                    Am
(It’s got a hold of me)
G                     C
Control freak, controlling
                      D
How hard I'll hit the ground
                      Dm
How hard I’ll hit the ground