A D D D
[Verse 1]
G D Bm
Didn't think that I would make it to this year
D A G
Now it's just another day full of tears
D Bm
Load me in, my casket full of fear
D A
I'm dying now, just knowing you're not here
[Pre-Chorus]
G D
Imma take the long way home, I don't know me
Bm D A
Growing up I'm tired now, wish I was the old me
G D
Saw you in that avenue, tugging on my heart strings
Bm D A N.C. G
And I think it's you now every time my phone rings
[Chorus]
D
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
A G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
D
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
N.C. G
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough
D Bm
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
D A G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
D Bm
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
D A G
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough
[Verse 2]
D Bm D A G
No matter if I try, nobody seems to arrive
D Bm D Asus4 A G
And when I'm shocked with fear, nobody wants to be near
D Bm
So I sit in my room and I write it down
D A G
I sing my songs and I wipe my frown
D Bm
I cry in bed but I don't know how
D N.C.
My tears are still and they won't fall down
[Bridge]
G D
I been so alone since the day that you left me
Bm D A
Never paid attention to all of the things you said to me
G D
Now there is a hole in my chest where my heart should be
Bm D A
I called the doctor he said there's no recovery
G D
Now I try to open my mind
Bm D A
And see what it's like to be in love again
G D
Does she want to be in my life
Bm D A
Maybe I'll lie so I won't lose another friend
G D Bm D
Don't she see she doesn't love me the way that I want her to
G D Bm D
I can't breathe I'm gritting my teeth and holding my tongue
G
Cause I know that imma say I love her too
D Bm
I hate that I cannot keep away from you
D A G
We both know that self destruction coming tell me it ain't true
D Bm
Don't act like you don't know which path you wanna choose
D A N.C.
And I won't act like I wanna be with you get out my head
[Pre-Chorus]
G D
Imma take the long way home, I don't know me
Bm A
Growing up I'm tired now, wish I was the old me
G D
Saw you in that avenue, tugging on my heart strings
Bm D A G
And I think it's you now every time my phone rings
[Chorus]
D Bm
Pastel skies I don't give a fuck
D A G
Mind so numb feeling out of touch
D Bm
My demise yeah I'm out of luck
D A D
My blue eyes now I'm not good enough
