I'm not the same that I was When I was seventeen All those old friends that I had, they don’t remember me Musta blocked me out of their memories It’s so heavenly who they pretend to be (Ooh-ooh-ooh, something like that) But I can't keep up, can't sit still There's no reason I should chill On my own, so alone I can't tell if this is real Someone pinch me, wake up Someone tell me to get up Someone pinch me, come get me Come help, 'cause it's yoo much (noo) I'm too protective of my friends I start projecting onto them I guess I'm not everything I thought what I was Wish I had it in me to stop But I can't keep (fuck) I'm distant, I'm passive Unavailable and reactive I'm sick and tired of the action I need some malatonin and a fraction I need everyone to stop acting I'm so passed it, so I'm passing On everything that you're passing I'm trying to make something that'll last But I can't keep up, can't sit still There's no reason I should chill On my own, so alone I can't tell if this is real Someone pinch me, wake me up Someone tell me to get up Someone pinch me, come get me Come help, 'cause its too much (noo) Sold my soul so I could make rent I'm running out of patience I'm trying hard, but it don't make sense Yeah It's like I'm half asleep, like I'm living in a dream Feels like everything I see is just so slightly out of reach It's like I'm half awake, barely getting throught the day Feels like everything I say, don't come out out de right way Yeeah (Ooh-oh-ooh) (Yeah) (Ooh) (Okay) But I can't keep up, can't sit sill There's no reason I should chill on my on, so alone I can't tell if this is real Someone pinch me, wake up Someone tell me get up Someone pinch me, come get me Come help, 'cause it's too much (No) (Oooh-ooh-oh) (Ooh-ooh-oh)