How I got here, I don't remember now I put the pieces back together again Is every mirror broken in this house? 'Cause I can't see myself when I'm looking in I'm so insecure, my vision's faded I just make things worse, always so dilated It's what I deserve, I don't try to change it Even though I hate it Feels like it's all a blur It's only getting worse And I know it's killing me But I still don't wanna see (Feels like it's all a blur) (Feels like it's all a—) These walls are closing in around the room I'm always looking for a new way out I can never seem to see it through Feels likе I'm upside down Feels like it's all a blur It's only getting worsе And I know it's killing me But I still don't wanna see (Feels like it's all a blur) I'm so insecure, my vision's faded I just make things worse, always so dilated It's what I deserve, I don't try to change it Even though I hate it I know I have to face it I know I have to face it Feels like it's all a blur It's only getting worse And I know it's killing me (Killing me) But I still don't wanna see (Feels like it's all a blur) (Feels like it's all a—)