Her life stands still She waited for herself She tried to forget What she once was This way was too long She can't find herself And her life changed She found a new desire And could not get enough She says, "I'm deranged" It's too hard for me The moon danced around her She felt so alive Showed what she could be She flew too high Into empty skies and She layed down into the stars I'm deranged It's too much for me Pushed me down It's something in my mind Nobody can heal me I found a new desire And could not get enough She dreamed herself away This life seemed not real to her Made wrong decisions And can't find a way out She ruined herself and Did not see what went wrong This is not meant for her