I remember everything I went through in this life
all times
all feelings
but terror is the worst of them
I don't like living in a world where terror reigns
and not the truth
a world of distortions and disturbances
where no one wants to receive wisdom knowledge
people are interested in death and suffering
a world where you cannot think
or you become a victim of your own thinking
a world where an expression turns a gun backfire
a world where everyone thinks you're the worst
in all
they just want to put you down
and then all that's left are the reflections
I deserve a world of gold not of putrefaction
and curse guilt and distortion if you sound cold know what i mean