Everyday I sit and drink my coffee Driven forward by what I cannot say and I I seem so bound to struggle that I wonder if it's just my way And you don't like it When I'm gone And I don't like just to Feel so wrong So I ask myself Why do we stay? And sure we can just Follow the love But we can't seem to find where it's gone So why do we say that it works? Oh, and I bleed So rain down on me I still can hear you calling And I know that you bleed But there's something that I need And it's not your love And I know it'll fuck me up But I have to leave Everyday I sit and drink my coffee Holdin' onto three words you don't say Our love is fading into memory Oh your touch, it doesn't feel the same And if you just like it when I'm gone Then why am I still just holding on Oh, I've known that I should turn away So if you're someone that I used to know then Why don't I leave, why don't I go We're falling but hope gets in the way Oh, and I bleed So rain down on me I still can hear you calling And I know that you bleed But there's something that I need So rain down on me I still can hear you calling And I know that you bleed But there's something that I need And it's not your love And I know it'll fuck me up But I have to leave