D                             Am
I ain't strayed on happiness or feigned content
C
But everywhere I go it seems
G
It's somewhere that you've been
D
From Asheville to Portland
Am
In airports and vans
C
From Arizona to Washington State
G
I expect to see you there
D
Hiding in the Queens Gate Yard
Am
Or up along the James
C
Making plans of life's patterns
G
That somehow lead us back again
D
Nathan says he misses your teeth when you smile
Am
And I feel alone
C
And your girl she ain't calm yet
G
But we all hope she'll come around
D
And I see your parents when I can
Am
And talk to 'Cole when she calls
C
Been keeping busy when the sun is high
G
And hiding when it falls


[Chorus]
D           Am
And I don't feel alone
C           G
When I look up anymore
D           Am
And I don't feel alone
C           G
When I look up anymore


[Verse 2]
D
You always knew you'd be leaving
Am
And slowed down with each step
C
Keeping time with every stride
G
With few words said
D
Below Orion's belt in dark skies
Am
And Fulton Yard in the sun
C
On endless cross ties and steel rail black lines
G
On high or feeling numb
D
And I forgive you quietly leaving
Am
And I forgive you for what I saw
C
You know I'll be alright I heal myself well
G
On solitude and alcohol
D
I miss the hell out of your stories and your white lies
Am
And voice calling on the phone
C
"just checking in, it's been awhile now,
G
Been three days since we hung out."
D
Just go on ahead if you need
Am
I'll meet you when I get there
C
Just know I won't go easy man
G
I'll kick and punch till there's nothing left


[Chorus / Outro]
D           Am
And I don't feel alone
C           G
When I look up anymore
D           Am
And I don't feel alone
C           G
When I look up anymore