It's 4 a.m. and i'm back in hell Where i belong, i guess i love to be Well you're not here Hey, what the fuck can i do? You brought redemption and i pissed it all away 1,000 lifetimes, when i pushed this flaw I live this way, at what chance i've got To be forgiven, but the fucker fooled me Into thinking i was doing it the right way You kept on trying but i couldn't see that Now i'm counting the cost Hell, i was too fucked up to ever believe it And now my paradise is lost Fucked up with evil, that's what i am I guess again, that's what i'll always be Yeah, fuck i want it, no girl, i need it 'cause he kept his deal with me But you brought me something I've never seen before A light so bright, but i was blinded Well, i forgot the deal i made Thought i could give you what you wanted from me I know that you kept on trying but i couldn't see that And now i'm counting the cost I was too fucked up to ever believe it And now my paradise is lost So, now i'm back in hell and i'm burning We made a deal and i'll let you be But i'll always know as i go on sinning That you're out there and you're free of me I'm back in the dark, again...