I do this for my mother for letting me sing Nothing to lose is the deadliest thing So I ain’t going to stop till I get me a ring From bottom to top, peasant to king And it ain't just you We all got demons but still have to chose Whether to feed them I don’t know no snooze or tylenol pm So whether the booth or packed coliseums This is the truth fuck what you believe in I’m living proof of music with meaning Surpassing my master, this student achieving Then I’m writing all day at the school in the evening What takes yall a month I do in a weekend And a homie I handed this 9 mill Cause he said he need it For when things get heated Like if they don’t pull it shit I will Being pulled apart by that cold heart Sipping anti-freeze till his mind ill He a real man so he cried Still with that gun in hand As his eyes filled So I said chill Gotta slow down You don't know the problems this cash bring This is what they mean when asking why good people do bad things Then right then my phone rings It’s trizy, with more bad news More jamison, more funerals More sad songs, more tattoos God damn dude Who is it now So many gone I’m losin count Never understood how we carry on I guess we just learned how to do without Cause yall look amazed Didn't what your boy can do Buckets in the paint They're go ape off a point or two Now we’re on our way I can't stay or enjoy the view Fuck trying to be saved They get paid trying to poison you Caught me offguard with that bullshit Divided hate got me full of venom Donald trump need his wig pulled Know a lot of people who’d put a bullet in him Meanwhile in the same city Weak minds couldn’t change with me I’m reminded they keep us blinded By that old money government designing Old girl talking silver linings Life is tough kid lighten up President flirting with genocide Get deported if you ain't white enough Cops killing kids for no reason Same reason I got no sleep Fuck bois on that feel good Doing cocaine by the oz White powder on the ipad Say this shits lit cause there are hoes here Lost souls like mannequins Turning up like we don’t care Lota folks that I can’t deal with Held you down but you wasn’t real Bright future sound unfamiliar Makes you strong if it doesn’t kill you Uhh truthfully I can not feel you at all Lately we’ve been feeling like killing them all Tellinmy family I’ve been feeling too much I ain’t done xanax in 26 months Off of the drugs make it harder to dream All for the love play no part in the scheme I am the one to invest in my soul Leaving my flesh so the message is told Cause yall look amazed An at what your boy can do Buckets in the paint They're gonna wipe off a point or two Now we’re on our way I can stay you’ll enjoy the view Fuck trying to be saved They get paid trying to poison you