I need to pour me up a cup just to feel somethin' I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothin' And I know sometimes, it might be hard for you to love me And even though I may not show it, I need it from you I thought that I was back on track but I feel lost again You gotta learn to trust yourself, these people not your friends Where would they be if I was down at sticks and rocks again? They only love me 'cause I'm countin' up these knots with them I know I'm just guap to them I seen money change my friends, I seen money change these hoes I see motherfuckers change, 'cause of the shit that I got on It's like I've been seein' the real ever since I got on And since I stopped doin' favors, I been in the wrong I need to pour me up a cup just to feel somethin' I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothin' And I know sometimes, it might be hard for you to love me And even though I may not show it, I need it from you Oh, I need it, I need it I need that, oh, I need it all Oh, I need it, I need it I need that, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, woah, here I go, tryna fight myself again It's late as fuck, I'm thinkin' like: How did I get here again? Found myself in tears again with everythin' that I ever feared I promised that I wouldn't lose myself, but damn it, here I am I'm in my head constantly, and like right now, I need you right here I'm in my bed prayin' up to the sky hopin' that God can hear This shit ain't fair, now that I got bread, I'm 'posed to be happy, yeah That should be cool, but nothin' is I need to pour me up a cup just to feel somethin' I feel like I been through so much, I don't even feel nothin' And I know sometimes, it might be hard for you to love me And even though I may not show it, I need it from you Oh, I need it, I need it I need that, oh, I need it all Oh, I need it, I need it I need that, oh, oh, oh, oh