I'm nicotine, I'm coming clean I fooled the crowd when I made it seem like I was more than ready Strike up the band, deprive my sleep Cuz there's no love like apathy The bell that tolls rings loud enough That it should have woke us up I'm tryin to find truth in words, in rhymes, and notes In all the things I wish I wrote cuz I feel like I've been losing you I read your last entry Overprivelidged kids keep crying The need to fit in is harder when living life from a screen Old classmates please drop all your pens Don't write a word cuz I won't reply And I'm not bitter, no I'ts just I've past that point in my life I'm tryin to find truth in words, in rhymes, and notes In all the things I wish I wrote cuz I feel like I've been losing you Each night it ends too soon You don't hold me like you used to And your eyes look like they've seen too much It's always some excuse Too tired too obtuse You look so far removed This time I fear I'm losing losing you I'm nicotine, I'm a cash machine I'm the color green And you should have seen the looks I just received I need a reason to let go An intervention a lullaby Something to cure me please believe me I'm tryin to find truth in words, in rhymes, and notes In all the things I wish I wrote cuz I feel like I've been losing you Each night it ends too soon You don't hold me like you used to And your eyes look like they've seen too much It's always some excuse Too tired too obtuse You look so far removed This time I fear I'm losing losing you