Inner conflict rising On a self-destructive path again Anger consuming, I'm fucking abusing I'll never see the light again I'm dead again, I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again Rock bottom is my home I can always find my way alone I feel disgusting, but I keep on pushing I'll never see light again I'm dead again, I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again I'm dead again A shot to kill the pain A drink to drown the shame No matter what I do, it always hurts the same At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge My life will never be, never be the same again