I was scared of what it meant If I needed medicine Just to feel like me again And keep my demons in every now and then 'Cause I remember when I thrived Now I'm just tryin' to survive It's like I tripped and took a dive Into another life that doesn't feel like mine But now I'm tired of sitting Aimless and drifting Tryin' to turn off the lights And only takin' off my clothes far from the windows Keepin' away from your sight So now I'm droppin' the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well Yеah, I deserve to bе well And maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well Yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbin' up outta this hell I've been foggin' up the glass While the thunder starts to crash But the storm has never passed, so if I am gonna last, I gotta get out fast And I am hungry and restless Dreamin' of exits Climbin' the gates of my mind And I am thinkin' of futures, reachin' for sutures, tryin' to reclaim my time And now I'm droppin' the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well Yeah, I deserve to be well And maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well Yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbin' up outta this hell I'm growin' old and growin' up Bein' alone without bein' stuck Lose control, fall in love Makin' my way and my own luck Droppin' the weight of the earth Just long enough to give me a rebirth 'Cause I deserve to be well Yeah, I deserve to be well Maybe I do not have enough strength For more than a couple of steps in a day But I deserve to be well Yeah, I deserve to be well I'm climbin' up outta this hell I'm climbin' up outta this hell I'm climbin' up outta this hell