You should've heard me sobbing Outside your home that night Got in the bed and stayed there For days I just layed there Having been perimently changed But we won't get into that now Let's take it from the start You should've seen me smiling It's like the world was mine She used to call me "Baby" Softly, sometimes But if I dwell on those days tonight I feel like my life is over And that's not good So let's move on To the part where I began to sense Her distance I've barely can hold on tighter And that makes it worse cause how am I supposed to take it when she says "It's just something i'm going through, it's got nothing to do with you" I had a special evening all planned out Desperately determined to re-ignite some spark between us She had to feel something for me A love as strong as ours doesn't Just go away Can't just turn it off Unless she was lieing all those times I don't think so, I really don't think so The way she used to look at me made Me a thousand feet high The meaning of the word cool Not the same geek who fumbled with His words that night The ugliest night I said some pretty awkward things I got the feel she felt sorry for me I should've seen it was hopeless And left it alone but I had to go on embarrasing myself I miss what we had I need you so badly I must've sounded pretty pathetic I know And that's why I don't blame her for what she said "Listen to your Emily we don't know eachother that well but your so easy to talk to I feel I can tell you almost anything I hope I haven't but you off I have the tendancy to do that Why don't I just be quiet."