Been sleeping three hours a night I can't keep this up My mom asks how much I'm eating I tell her enough Growing up didn't seem so hard Now I realize it's rough Stress eating my stomach lining I can't keep this up And I want to go back to being 10 Felt safe with covers up over my head Anything beats being 20 I just feel so alone Everything is so scary Been working 10 hours a day I hate my job It doesn't matter how much I work It's never enough Can't afford to go to school What the fuck do I do This growing older thing Used to seem so cool And I want to go back to being 10 Felt safe with covers up over my head Anything beats being 20 I just feel so alone Everything is so scary