I am weak now, I am found out let my guard down again I'm equal parts let down and ashamed I let you in You're not a mystery I figured out what I didn't know before Whatever's locked behind your eyes I don't want it anymore Almost is such a heavy title to own In the arms of someone that doesn't want you You still feel alone You never felt like home Hold your silver tongue I bought every line you've sold so far When January comes I'd rather not be where you are How quickly we fall to being strangers again The ones close enough to touch are the most painful to miss Almost is such a heavy title to own In the arms of someone That doesn't want you, you still feel alone I think it's in my nature to blame myself when things go wrong You never felt like home