I see what everyone has and I have not
It's all for you and none for me that gets
Me wrought

I'll have to cope with his creeping madness
Far from home and hope, it sends me astray

I know it's too late to change
This is my life so strange
To the bitter dregs
You have no idea, no clue
I have to drain this brew
To the bitter dregs

Most time alone I walk the road nobody
Wants to go
Just me on my own and insanity just grows

I have to get used to this way of life
I cannot be soothed, time is running awry

I know it's too late to change
This is my life so strange
To the bitter dregs
You have no idea, no clue
I have to drain this brew
To the bitter dregs

You can't understand
Such a different land
The strain within my brain is all pain

I have watched you all
Wished that you would fall
Going to the wall
Desperation's crawl

You are satisfied with what you have and
I have not
But I am to hide away from all my life