nee, doushite? kiitenai yo boku no suki na hito sae ubatteiku kara kuso ga, shitto dake shika dekinai suki na hito wa kaette konai mama de tada de sae kage kyara nanoni kokoro de wa tairyou no monku to nikushimitachi ga zutto jibun to tatakatteru naze ka mawari wa ookiku miete atama no naka de wa guchi dake de karamatteru dare ni demo aru mono na no? jibun jishin wo keshichaitai yo hoshii mono ga wakaru kedo te ni hairanai mono wa tsurai yo "urayamashii" tte iitaku nee kasui puraido wo motsu jibun wo koroshite e hankachi wo kamu sugata wa daremo shiranai demo ne, tachimukau yo murishi nagara demo sa waratte ubaitoru kuso ga, naku koto mo dekinai socchi no hou ga ningen kusakute ii! jikochuu ni ikite ii no kakushite ikiteiru kimi ga suki dakara dassee nara dasse nari ni ijiwaru na baibusu de tsuppashire shouwaru na mama, zutto kakushita mama de korosu you ni uramu