I am not as appearance; I am not. Hence I am not forsaken; I don't claim Deity. Still crying out in pain, I cry in vain. .and not present. Despite my absence, future dies. Despite my knowledge, present was. My only resistance is the past. No way to fight the future. I am not as appearance; I was none. Henceforth I was the fallen, maybe God? I burst out in anger as instants leave Behind. I will revolt the future.