Tightly between my hands Holding my face again But this time I have to take action Today, at last, I'll raise my head Taking at least a bow Before the crowd leaves Without any clapping I will disconnect All the choices in my life All the ones I've never had the courage to make Were there for a reason To prove me that I was different That I could drop out of the queue slowing marching to the altar Where every human being is labeled and standardized I can still do something Now that nothing remains for me To set an example to the ones behind me I have never been the one that people imitate But tonight I'll finally take off my weight Crawling in the desert of my imagination On the way up the white stairs that divide me from the final station Carry on! You were my dream A dream that came true And now what I have is a handful of nothing Clenching my fist I realize I wanted more from my work (did I contend?) Even more for my son (was it worth it?) In a blink of an eye my time started to run out Life's not so good as to forewarn us Watching a building from the cold street that I am walking I feel a magnetic attraction I cannot explain I hear it say to me: Come up here, you'll find all the answers you want I close my eyes and go where my heart is pulling strongly And like a last wish, the destiny gives consent to it Step after step I will climb the stairs until I'll see the shining moonlight I'll be so near the short-sighted gods They'll surely see me this time I see you among the stars and I'll reach you, I give my word These white stairs divide me from the final station Carry on! Finally here, alone with myself All I see an infinite stairway Cry, shiver but don't look back now I'm shining on my own and rising from the ashes of my demons gone I see no turning back from this last decision I made tonight I'm still up on the ledge and as I stand up I decide if This journey led me to step forward or to step back You Who are you? Who's talking? You didn't have the courage to take center stage at work How do you know! You didn't have the courage to give the world a child when you could have But I couldn't have given him the life he deserved! Shut up, liar! You didn't have the courage to change anne's mind! She could have cured herself! She could have saved herself!" The doctor said it was nearly impossible! And now, you don't even have the courage to end it all! Adam, adam? Wake up, it's late! You've got to go to work! Anne!? Yes? What are you doing here? What? Are you ok? You, you were I was what? You were dead Oh, you're so scared! Maybe you had a fitful sleep I know you just want a big big breakfast prepared by your lovely anne, isn't it? Yes, like in the old days Old days? The last time was yesterday! It's not important, I have you here again Come here anne, come here my love Adam? Adam, everything is ok! Hey, adam!