F#
What does it mean to be happy?
                    C#
And am I getting better?
                 D#m                                   D#m/D
I used to make excuses for myself but it's not the weather
                    F#                   C#
I've tried to rid myself of my anxious tendencies
                 D#m                             D#m/D
But I have to accept my head for what it is to me
               F#
I'm not super human
                   C#
Well I'm barely alive
                      D#m                                 D#m/D
But I would kill to leave my house and not be afraid of the outside
                F#
So I started thinking
          C#
It'd be so nice
                      D#m
To not have trouble sleeping
                   D#m/D
I haven't slept in nights

[Chorus]
G#m                 F#
So I called to apologize
            G#m
For every night
                            F#
I told you I didn't want to live my life
G#m         F#
But I hung up
              G#m
Before you picked up
                   F#
Cause I changed my mind

[Verse 2]
                    F#
I know more about plants
                   C#
Than I know about myself
                D#m                                       D#m/D
And if giving up doesn't make you stronger then why the hell am I still here?
         F#
Call me depressed
                      C#
And tell me to get over it
                 D#m
It's not in my head
                 D#m/D
And it's in my blood

[Chorus]
G#m                  F#
So I called to apologize
             G#m
For every night
                              F#
I told you I didn't want to live my life
G#m         F#
But I hung up
                  G#m
Before you could pick up
                     F#
Cause I changed my mind

                 F#                C#
And I've gotten better at getting better

                 D#m
And I've gotten better at getting better
         D#m/D
At being me

             F#                C#
I've gotten better at getting better
                 D#m            D#m/D
And I've gotten better at being me [x2]

          F#
At being me