Here I can't find what I am looking for My actions and my efforts do not seem to worl I try to understand the others searching for a grip But the emptiness and fear I find are trying to kill me But I'm not goin' to give up now Apathy won't swallow me Don't want to believe it's my only choice No I do not want to believe it 'cause I want to keep being here alive this time I know you can feel the disgust in me I wonder if your coscience is clear While you're acting like this I won't be frightened by your power Even when alone The rage you make grow inside me Is what makes me so strong Because I want to keep living No... I don't want to believe that It is the only unfair choice I have Don't want to believe it's my only choice This is not my choice