You were my monster You were my feet on solid ground You were my late nights Wide eyed, mind tied, blind my sight You were my worst low You were the best I've ever known You were my long road Why'd you bottle it up and let it get to that point? I'm not coming home tonight Getting used to living life Without you around Without you around Without you around Exploded, exploded That was a tough pill to swallow Exploded, exploded That was a hell of a day Let the fun run out What changed? Why'd you keep it to yourself For days, and days, and days I never pictured months ago We would have to get our own I wouldn't never change a single day I didn't picture you would go But I wanted you to know I wouldn't never change a single day You're not coming home tonight Getting used to living life Without you I'm not coming home tonight Getting used to living life Without you around Without you around Without you around Without you around Without you around I'm not coming home tonight Getting used to living life Without you I'm not coming home tonight Getting used to living life Without you around Without you around Without you around Without you around Without you around