Underneath I look For reflection in your eyes Who am I inside? Hatred lingering It won't unravel me Bring me to my knees How am I still so cold? I feel numb Broken and undone Holding onto memories Like flying leaves In between Living and the dead Flip a switch and do not feel Is it even real? Do you see Who I used to be? So far from me Like a distant memory Was it all a dream? Hold your hands in mine And destroy whoever tries To come in between I feel numb Broken and undone Floating up like memories Above the trees In between Living and the dead Flip a switch I do not feel Am I even real? I will fight Shadows in the night Stronger than each one of them I'm born again With a spark Slashing through the dark Not afraid of who I am Just hold my hand I will fight Shadows at night Holding on to memories With a spark Cutting the dark Not afraid of who I am Now I understand Do you see? Who I used to be!