I see myself, I see myself in the mirror
The question is what is real?
Do I have to doubt my own eyes
doubt my own mind, doubt my own senses
doubt my perception of life?
It's hard, it's hard, hard to be
Yes, yes, it's hard, it's hard, hard to be

My freaky mind is going to do what it wants
It's just a kind of slowly going blind

I understand I can't escape my fate
It's useless to fight
to fight for independence, to fight for truth
to fight for insight, to fight for myself
Yes, yes it's hard, it's hard, hard to see
Yes, yes it's hard, it's hard, hard to see

My freaky mind is going to do what it wants
It's just a kind of slowly going blind

I wish, I wish there'd be an answer
to all the questions in my head
No one can stop the manipulation
stop the wrong education
stop the illusion, stop the confusion
It's hard, it's hard, hard to be
Yes, yes, it's hard, it's hard, hard to be

My freaky mind is going to do what it wants
It's just a kind of slowly going blind