Love,
Lately I've been wondering
Why your past hurts me so much
And why I'm not who I want to be
And why my sanity is lost
I always watched you in your underworld
Where mystic moments filled the air
Lately I've been wondering
Why I'm still not there

A lizard king can do anything
What about the king of rain?
Forever victim of pathetic past?
Must he always feel ashamed?
For his years of silent misery
Must he always leave a stain?
Lately I've been wondering……

I'm letting you down
Playing the clown
Feeling so hollow

I'm letting you down
Playing the clown
Feeling so hollow

I know one day you'll see
Everything I touch turns to grey
I know one day you'll hate me
Trying to break me
Silently hoping I'll die…..