Would you like to die?

I've been thinking, what if I'm cursed forever?
I've been drinking, what if I'll never get better?
Disassociating
My soul is fading
The walls are caving
Am I worth saving?

I relived inside a thousand times
What if there isn't an afterlife? (afterlife)
Time can't heal me, the hourglass only lies
What if I've lost the will to fight?

Only my nightmares feel real
They all tell me how I should feel
Only my nightmares feel real
They all tell me how I should feel

Believe me, if I could I'd murder my memories
'Cause maybe then I could find what's left of me

I relived inside a thousand times
What if there isn't an afterlife? (afterlife)

Time can't heal me, the hourglass only lies
What if I've lost the will to fight?

Only my nightmares feel real
They all tell me how I should feel
Only my nightmares feel real
They all tell me how I should feel

No, please
I beg of you
I'll do anything
Don't let the devil take me

Would you like to die?
Murder my memories
I've been battered to pieces
I've been waiting for this moment, coming from the source
I'm so sick of this shit mass destruction to my mind