I'm ashes in the fire I am a phoenix that did not rise from the ashes I'm too heavy a burden for people to carry I'm the one people are most repulsed by I am something imperfect, something that has no solution I'm a damn machine that won't stop for a second I was once a great archer, but not anymore I was once a great romance writer, but not anymore I was once a great international singer, but I'm not anymore One day I let my heart guide my path Some say this was my solution But I think it was the opposite I tried to be perfect, but I couldn't I'm something useless So baby, if you want to throw me away, throw me away So baby, if you want to kill me, kill me I tried to be perfect, but the pressure was stronger I'm something unusable So baby, if you want to use me, use me So baby, if you want to arrest me, arrest me I'm a drop in the middle of the sea I am someone hidden from society I'm a person who's been to hell I'm the worst of people I am the earth asking for time from the humans who destroy it I am, I am myself I was once a great admirer of art, but not anymore I was once a great cook, but not anymore I was once loved by someone, but I'm not anymore One day I ignored the tonardo's warning Some say that was my mistake But I think it was the opposite I tried to be perfect, but I couldn't I am something inconceivable So baby, if you want to hurt me, hurt me So baby, if you want to make me dirty, make me dirty I tried to be perfect, but I couldn't I am something unsustainable So baby, if you want to burn me, burn me So baby, if you want to deconstruct me, deconstruct me Oh, baby, I wish I hadn't rebuilt myself Oh, baby, I wish I didn't fall apart Oh, baby, I wish I didn't feel this feeling Oh, baby, I wish I didn't feel this way Oh, baby, I wish I hadn't drowned in the lake Oh, baby, I wish I wouldn't burn in the fire Oh, baby, I wish I wouldn't get hurt for nothing Oh, baby, I wish I hadn't said the things I said I tried to be perfect, but I couldn't I am something abnormal So baby, if you want to forget me, forget me So baby, if you want to drown me, drown me I tried to be perfect, but I couldn't I am something indescribable So baby, if you want to correct me, correct me So, baby, if you want me So, baby, if you want me Baby, I'm not perfect Baby, I tried to be perfect But I'm not perfect But if one day you say I'm perfect I know perfect I will be perfect for you