This physical pain that I feel in my mind That thing just isn't real It rips trough my bones, and runs in my heart I don't know why I feel All that I know it's since the last time Everything I was expecting I couldn't get right what it's wrong in my mind But I think it's just rejecting you This feel that I feel, it's very much real And I gladly accept it But keep in mind too I'm transitioning to a new life in my benefit This pain in my chest and all of the rest It feels like a lobotomy It's all wrong, since my breathing through nose To my nervous biting lip Meanwhile in my heart, there's a viseral reaction I wonder if it is about you Breathe in, breath out, trying to fight this infection Without letting the good parts loose I wonder what if it has to do with me What if I ain't ready to fulfill this dream Imagine if all this agony, muscle spasms and allergies Has been following me since pre school Just waiting for the right moment to get me Just waiting for the right moment to get me