Wish I didn't hate getting older So many didn't get the chance Here I am with a lingering disorder Found myself in a toxic romance Am I selfish suicidal? At least I'm not indenial I'm the princess of my problems Climbing up from the bottom Climbing up from the bottom I, I don't wanna die tonight I just think about it sometimes I think I'm putting up a good fight Screaming, I I don't want you to forget that I'm better now but I'm not better yet I don't want you to forget that I'm not better yet Grave your pitty for someone who needs it God will tell you I'm winning defeoted Ly awake but I've no words Couple times I've been kicked to the curb Who doesn't like a little taste of dirt? Did it all in a tight black shirt Am I selfish suicidal? At least I'm not indenial I'm the princess of my problems Climbing up from the bottom Climbing up from the bottom I, I don't wanna die tonight I just think about it sometimes I think I'm putting up a good fight Screaming, I I don't want you to forget that I'm better now but I'm not better yet Better yet