"I kill myself I kill for god Waiting, leaving, I can't see your light I can't feel you..." You see we've come to the end And I can't pretend we'll return anymore Do you see now where we've gone Can you understand can you feel it strong? I don't know where the answer lies We live by fear and die in denial Is this the final chance you have? Will you take it now, will make it last? "Just rape my mind Make me believe it all I can't help your dead hands I am agonised by fear Punish me, scorn me Throw me into hell, I belong there and I won't die for you I can't die for you I'm already fucked, I'm already dead by the sins I've forsaken" You burned in the fire of their heart's content and followed everywhere they went You won't believe this is your fate Until the day you fall from grace (You'll fall from grace...) "Insert the cross into my bloody cunt I'm a slut for you and only for you Sodomized, victimised I can't be chastitised So fuck me, love me, do me all over again Yeah take me to heaven, Take it like you never have And make me pure again."