I just did something Unexpected something bold Something wrong I never wanted this to happen but it's family And it's mine what else can I do? Let it out let it out What else can I do? (Let it out let it out) I'll grow rows and rows of roses Flor the mayo Down the isle Ah, I'll make perfect practice poses So much hides behind my smile What would they do if they all knew what I was feeling in this Moment? I don't know where I'm going What could I do if I just knew they wouldn't be disappointed? I just need it to be And they let me be! A hurricane of jacarandas Strangling figs Tangling vines The smell of terror fills the air as I walk and I push through What else can I do? Can I just run away Don't want to stay it's true Everybody's watching me I've got to be like you But I want to feel the shiver of something new I'm so sick of pretty I want something true to pursue They all think that my life's been a dream Since the moment I opened my eyes (how far do these roots go down?) They all are know the blossoms I grow They can't see that I wither inside How much can I hide? Want is a bride I've tried! A hurricane of jacarandas Strangling figs Tangling vines The smell of terror fills the air as I walk and I push through What else? What else? What can you do when you are deeply madly stuck in a Moment? Stay composed and keep going What can you do when you know who you want to be is imperfect? But that's not okay Gotta everything his way I'm coming through with Mammilaria (Mammilaria!) Taking step (taking steps!) I'll be fine (just take time) The way is clearer 'cause you're he and well all I have now is you! What else can I do? (there's nothing I can do) What else can I do? (there's nothing I can do) What else can I do?!