I know I lied in my songs at least twice When I cried that we are not gonna die And let's face it, there's no Heaven The sirens leave us to drown I poured my heart out, but I guess nothing's changing And I can't help but feel like I can't run away I wrote a thousand songs about depression, but I'm still depressed Sang a hundred lines about progression, but I'm still a mess I hoped I'd die at least a couple of times Request denied, guess I'm not gonna die And let's face it, there is no heaven Disappointing, but at least I learned my lesson I poured my heart out, but I guess nothing's changing And I can't help but feel like I can't run away I wrote a thousand songs about depression, but I'm still depressed Sang a hundred lines about progression, but I'm still a mess But I'm still a mess (but I'm-) And for a million years, I let it disappear A hundred days have gone by without me moving on I tried to deny it and I tried so hard to define it But I learned that I cannot hide it, so I will stop to blame it on me Fuck it I will stop to blame it on me I poured my heart out, but I guess nothing's changing And I can't help but feel like I can't run away I wrote a thousand songs about depression, but I'm still depressed Sang a hundred lines about progression, but I'm still a mess But I'm still a mess