A cross in my hand Your name carved in stone How was I to know Your offense has shown Your attempt to go and Now all I have to show Your face is inside me Retched memories I'm passed what death could be Falling all around me My endparty My endparty The end of me I watch as far as I can see in My endparty My endparty The end of me I reached out to you You turned away That was my darkest day I sleep with no dreams No god to answer me I know it's time to leave Whatever strips me has taken away My every need My every need.... Whatever strips me in this endparty My endparty The end of me