The story comes in use when I disappear I lived in a dream world away from my fear This world is much too demanding for me to stay I took all the chances I could take Holding my head in my hands I won't look back I lived out my weakness protected by lies I felt all the pleasure behind my disguise My life was a secret but nobody cared When I was in pain they all just stared When I look back I won't regret And I'll never forget the things I did I felt the shame and I couldn't share This pain will always be there