I miss u way too much I wish you stayed the same I been here feelin' suss Numb my pain with the caine I miss u way too much U still here next to me But I don't feel u here But I don't feel u Like I did Or like I used to We were just kids Maybe I abused u Could never commit That's what I'm used to Makin people sick Of what I would or should do for u Same old shit I'm trapped in my mind Maybe I just needa fall back in time Same old ceiling I'm staring at when I rhyme Maybe I just need to delete the fucking pictures Lookin' at them like a Christmas wish list Is this real, or is this hit miss Spiff like, 5th sip, sniffed a sickness I miss u way too much I wish you stayed the same I been here feelin' suss Numb my pain with the caine I miss u way too much U still here next to me But I don't feel u here But I don't feel u Like I did Or like I used to We were just kids Maybe I abused u Could never commit That's what I'm used to Makin people sick Of what I would or should do for u I remember every single hit, I'll admit it I remember every single picture, we lived it How the fuck do I not mean enough, is it not enough What I got, given it in a minute All I wanted was your love and I bit it Biting bullets every single chance like its fitness Maybe if I just rack up a couple digits You'd forget about him, come with me, and feel it You feel it I feel it How's it go unnoticed though That's ignant You feel it I feel it Sick of backing off, every time we talk Every rhyme I bark, got me lost in thought Of what could've been But it's just the pen That I bleed for u It bleeds through my skin I miss u way too much I wish you stayed the same I been here feelin' suss Numb my pain with the caine I miss u way too much U still here next to me But I don't feel u here But I don't feel u Like I did Or like I used to We were just kids Maybe I abused u Could never commit That's what I'm used to Makin people sick Of what I would or should do for u