Am              F                 C               G
It only hurts me when I'm awake 
Am              F                 Dm      G   (repeat)
It seems to die with dreaming 
And there's only so much that I can fake
                                  C
When my whole life's careening down 
C/B  Am   G   F    E
I    will not die 
It only kills me 'cause I'm alive
and living this disaster 
And it's all I can do now to survive 
I live to beat my master down 
I will not die
Down I will not die 
F               G                               C
When I'm well I long to be 
C/B  Am   G             F   
Only in love with you 
                       C
But I guess I'll never be whole 
C/B  Am   G             Am (tab part) 
And you know it's true 
E|--------------------------
B|-1----------------------1-
G|-2----2----0------------2-
D|-2---2--2-2-2-----------2-
A|-------3-2-----2-0--------
E|------------------3-2-0---
It does not stop me that we all die 
I know this trip's to slaughter 
But if only I could let me cry 
I feel the healing water roll down 
I will not die 
Down I will not die 
Down I will not die