Smoking to the filter With heavy hearted breath Dragging through my days With gin soaked steps Shooting at suvival But aiming at success Just another magic moment I'll never know i've missed And it's not that i don't care for living I just can't keep living like this Hanging on a wire Suspended by a threat That i'm reaching for an outcome Thats well and truely dead Drinking in the memories But seeping out regrets With my whole heart i hit it hard To a reckless finesse And i've lost more love Than i cared to expect But i can't keep living like this Counting down my chances One at a time My heart knows me better Than to seek the reasons In these rhymes No-ones asking how No-ones asking why No-ones saying fight No-one even said to try Just another chance i'll I'll be quick to dismiss But i can't keep living like this