I tried to change my hair I bought clothes that look ugly on me What good is it having a world if you don't know how to use it? I try and I try and I try and I try and I tried to be cool I tried to be new I tried to be christian But it made me so sad I tried to have a focus I tried to be strong I tried to love just one But it's never enough for me I will try to be happy Now I know what is happiness, happiness I will try to be happy Now I know what is happiness, happiness Being a saint is so hard My body is my temple and my cock too What good is it having a life and dying trying to be happy? And happy And happy And happy, yeah! I tried have a friends I tried to be men I tried to eat oyster But this shit is so, urgh! I know I'm a mess I gave you my best I'm trying to be honest I try to find my happiness I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying My happiness I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying To find my happiness