if i were the sunshine, she'd be the rain that closes down my day and washes me away if i were the ocean, she'd be the land stops me cold in her sand i guess i'll never understand why she left me there to drown she always let me down the only way that she knew how but i still miss her every day the smile upon her face and i still hold her close to me but it's just her memory she's only a mile away but in her head she's nowhere near me and i don't think she ever will be if i were and inmate, she'd be the chains that keep me crushed and contained driving me insane if i were the addict, she'd be the pain the high i can't sustain slowly eating me away why she left me there to drown she always broke me down the only way that she knew how i think i may, i think i might might be at her door tonight turn away, she won't love me or will she?