My head hits the pillow (my head hits the pillow)
And I don't know where I am now (where I am now)
I close my eyes I feel down (I feel down)
Sorrow it's where I drown (it's where I drown)

I see you on the walls (I see you on the walls)
But that's just a shadow (but that's just a shadow)
Nobody wants me to stay
I'm the friend and the family love in my head

I'm drawing the figures
On the wall like a memory
I need the Moon and the night
'Cause' only then I can see right

'Cause' only then I can see light
And fight all the things I don't like
I just wanna stay alive
That's all I want (want)

That's all I want (want)
That's all I need (need)
'Cause' nobody is here ('cause' nobody is here)
It's all just me (it's all just me)

I don't get no calls (I don't get no calls)
While we are in our phones (while we are in our phones)
The shit don't matter they say
But that shit ain't shit
That shit means a lot (that shit means a lot)
Fuck what you talk about (fuck what you talk about)
I wanna stay the same (I wanna stay the same)
I don't do shit for the fame
If you're asking me
I don't think life is a game (life is a game)

It's funny how you act nice (it's funny how you act nice)
Eyes full of black lies (black lies)
I better stay in my mind (I better stay in my mind)
I better stay in my peace (I better stay in my peace)

I better fly at night
I better stay high rather than say why
Fuck this life
I love you but I need my time
I hate you 'cause' I'm wasting night