Crystal meth, diet coke I've been broke, I've broke bank Wish I had a God to thank I wish, I wish I had a wish I spend my nights alone with men Slit wrists, do again Eat to live, live to die How can I not wonder why? I am the final girl And I am alone in this world All my friends are such a mess They haven't killed themselves yet And like them, I want to die And join my mother in the sky Everything I say is dumb I'm still looking for the one I had hope but it hung low I guess it's just my time to go I am the final girl And I am alone in this world