if i could choose the days that pass i would and i'd do it well if they could only help me eat and bring the papers to the wall guilty of all charges, i walk down silently along the sandy sidewalks and i talk to the sea and it tells me of the wonders inside and i follow it and i drink and i drink so much my lungs fill with water and fish my coughs wake me up and my car crashes against a tree for a slight moment my life was gone