C Ab Am F
C Em Am F
C Ab Am F
C Em Am
[Verse 1]
C G F
Filling in my calendar
C G F
Every hour with stuff to do
C G F
If I can't stop to think of it
C G F
I won't have time for missing you
C G F
I haven't called up my family
C G F
I'm avoiding my oldest friends
C G F
Maybe I'll just make some new ones
F
So I don't have to pretend I'm happy
F
Alone at the party again
[Chorus]
C Em Am F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
C Em Am Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
C Em Am F
How long is this supposed to take
C Em Am Ab
'Cause I love you and I need that to change
[Interlude]
C G F x2
[Verse 2]
C G F
Maybe it was destructive
C G F
To go catch a crush
C G F
I've built this up into something
C G F
That it never was
C G F
But if my memory serves me
C G F
Like my self-worth rarely does
C G F
This started just like the ending
F
Trying to play it cool enough
F
And leaving with an awkward hug
[Chorus]
C Em Am F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
C Em Am Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
C Em Am F
How long is this supposed to take
c Em Am Ab
'Cause I love you and I need that to change
[Bridge]
C Ab Am
F C Ab Am
We joked that this would be easier
F C Ab Am
For whoever cared less
F C Ab Am
I guess that makes me the loser
F C
But I'm trying my best
[Interlude]
C Em Am F
C Em Am Ab
[Chorus]
Am F
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
C Em Am Ab
I can't hate you and trust me I've tried to
C Em Am F
How long is this supposed to take
C Em Am Ab C Ab Am
'Cause I love you, I don't want that to change
F C Em Am F
I need it to change
[Outro]
C Ab Am F
C Em Am Ab
