Shattering my heart just to prove to myself that I'm free Am I in the way of a love that is ready for me I’ve spent a while now Looking for the truth, but it don’t wanna swing round my way So no sudden movements, I’ll stay for as long as it takes Kissing the tulips Here in my garden Holding a promise That I’d forgotten And my heart is open Things would be so easy if I closed it Now I feel it beating in the deep end Hoping I feel different by the weekend And I don’t even know if I should do this Maybe I’ll regret it in a minute But I'm not in a minute, I'm right here Looking up from under My fear Dream of no agenda I float in the thrills of the dark Moving through the night, only guide is the Moon and the stars I got a feeling Anywhere I go you’ll be there in the back of My mind Falling like a tear through the memory I won’t leave behind Kissing the tulips Here in my garden No sudden movements For the fear of falling And my heart is open Things would be so easy if I closed it Now I feel it beating in the deep end Hoping I feel different by the weekend And I don’t even know if I should do this Maybe I’ll regret it in a minute But I'm not in a minute, I'm right here Looking up from under My fear