Ayo Perish, this is hot, boy I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind And when they ask me how I'm doin', I say I'm just fine And when they ask me how I'm doin', I say I'm just But the fact is (Fact is) I can never get off of my mattress And all that they can ask is Why are you so sad kid (Why are you so sad kid) That's what the mask is That's what the point of the mask is So you can see I'm trying You won't see me crying I'll just keep on smiling I'm good (Yeah I'm good) And it just keeps on piling It's so terrifying But I keep on smiling I'm good (Yeah I'm good) I've been caring too much for so long Been comparing myself for so long I've been wearing a smile for so long, it's real So long it's real, so long it's real Always being judged by a bunch of strange faces Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages But I've been places So I'm okay-ish So I'm okay- Yeah I'm okay bitch But the fact is, I need help I'm failing all my classes They think that I need glasses I just really wish that I could pass this (Wish that I could pass this) That's what the mask is That's what the point of the mask is So you can see I'm trying You won't see me crying I'll just keep on smiling I'm good (Yeah I'm good) And it just keeps on piling It's so terrifying But I keep on smiling I'm good (Yeah I'm good) I've been caring too much for so long Been comparing myself for so long I've been wearing a smile for so long it's real So long it's real, so long it's real